心情·複雜

假期快要到了,
在学校的每一位同学开心地在倒数着,
而她,
因为某些事情,
让她无法和别人一样快乐地倒数...


那小小的事情,
因为完全没有想过会是这样的结果,
因为她打信息里的那短短几个字,
因为她问的问题不是在适当的时间,
造成了伤害,
让身边疼爱她的人对她开始不理不睬...


无法形容的心情,
每天所承受的压力,
因为真的承受不了
几乎每晚偷偷在哭,
哭后骗自己说没事,
醒来后和自己说一切没事,
但残酷的现实告诉她, 问题依然还存在.
想为自己解释但人人都说- 解释就是藉口.
无论怎样道歉解释也没用了..


在世界上活了十几年
真真了解她的
也只有那么一位干姐姐及她的家人.
许多朋友, 但她总是被忽略的那一位.
她并不在乎这些,
因为她知道她比任何人幸福.


冷战,
过程中真的很痛苦,
她很努力地熬过来,
很努力的解决她所惹来的祸,
可是, 这并不是简单就能解决的事情..

或许,

一切的问题不是在于她姐姐或别人,

出在于她自己.

心情, 复杂.

我只能对你说:"对不起姐姐, 是你的妹妹我太笨."

对不起.

大忙人

大忙人, 你好吗?
自从成绩公布后, 你一天比一天忙...
和你聊天发信息的时间也越来越少...
我是不是该习惯这种情况?















我哭的好累.

Working + Driving = Crazy XD

It has been 2 1/2 month didn't update my blog xD

Work in a kindergarten was so tiring to me.
When I worked on 1st day, the kids cried, shout even SCREAM like MAD, try to imagine it if you dare. =P And my work is to make the kids stop crying and play with them. Just never thought that some of the kids like me so much and stick with me whenever I go. even a girl called Elyse and a boy called Ming Hong hugged my leg and never let me go. Wow, this is crazy you know? Hahaha... Maybe I'm too cute enough to attract their attention? Hehehe.. JKJK xD Those kids were so CUTEEEE!!!!
2nd and 3rd days getting better as the kids know how to control themselves =) A good result. Anyway, today is my 4th days to work, no longer sound of crying, shouting or SCREAMING in that class i entered. Wow. Imagine that 2 - 3 years old kids who should be at home be a prince or princess already come to school. xD Easy to control them =)

After finish work, is driving time. Hmm.. my 2nd time learn driving. I just can't control my leg once again on the pad =( Terrible.

But then, I know I can do it. God always beside me right? :)
All the memories were so fresh in my mind once again. The time you met my relatives in JB, walked around segamat, to kip mart, sharing food, and walked into McDonald with you.. I love the moment when we sit in McD for hours to enjoy our ice cream.. Haha.. I really miss that moment =( Anyway, we will meet again in this CNY right?

I'll wait you here. Haha..

Hmm.. Lazy to type my blog already. Haha.. Like a PIGGY xD
See ya.. <3

今天从姐姐身上学会的东东

我从健明姐姐那里学会了一件事
- 不要随便做判断当你还搞不清楚一件事情的发生…

心情依然好,
虽然刚才我们俩差点儿要吵起来了(因为某个人),
但是最后还是觉得为什么要因为某个人而吵呢?
或许那个人有心计要把我们姐妹拆散吧?
还是他看不过眼?哈哈哈~
不管了, 至少姐姐和我还是依然在一起 x)
(this is called – SUPER DUPER STRONG COVALENT BOND xP )
(好好珍惜哦 =))

 

前天,姐姐心情超不好…
为了要逗她笑, 让她开心, 我画了一副削象给她…
画到好丑哦!
不知道她有没有心情转好,
有没有感动到,
但是还是希望她能感受到我对她的关心及爱…

 
这幅画…好傻 =P
我已经很久没画画了…
托你的福, 我也拿起铅笔开始画…

 

剩下短短的一个月了, SPM和STPM也快到了…
姐姐, 当你看到这篇部落格..
你要好努力读书哦!
我们俩姐妹要一起创造美丽的未来,对不对? :)

我们一家大小都好想念你…

Kelly
15.10.2011

shapo jiejie :)

13.08.2010
我遇見了你,傻婆!
我相信這是上帝安排的緣分 :D
在這幾個月裡, 你從不離開我
時時刻刻陪伴我
就像小天使一樣
無論快樂難過生氣
你都會為我抽空時間聽我羅嗦, 安慰我...

你知道嗎?
很多很多你做的
小小件事
就算是那值一分錢的信息也
感動到我... 好傻!

這一年來的一點一滴...
都變成了我們倆的美好回憶=)
我怎麼捨得把它忘掉?
謝謝你這一年來帶給我各種回憶!
我們把這些回憶收進我們的腦海裡吧 :)
姐姐, 我們一起創造美好的未來, 美麗的回憶
好不好? xD


There is a very very strong bond between us
called JKSB
A strong bond that only you and me know about it.
A bond that stronger than any other bond =)
A COVALENT bond that not sharing electron, but it share LOVE.
Melting and boiling point is higher than any other chemical in this world…

Sister-ship forever =D

One month before Trial Exam =)

Oh my gosh! Trial is coming soon!!
Maybe everyone start preparing for the war, but not me?
Everyone started to feel a bit nervous, and… same thing happen to me!
But, one thing different is… I not yet start study yet the rest already practice for the war.
LOL!!!

Anyway, I know God always beside me.
He is the one who know my destiny =)
So, from now on,
I’ll less online and… start study for this trial exam.
(not become bookworm.. zzz!) :)

 

 

Try all my best in every examination,
and leave the rest to our MIGHTY GOD. =D

My day–29.07.2011

A lot of thing want to write, where should I start?

In school, I just can’t take it anymore.
My classmate keep on talking about driving for whole day and I really feel NOISY
She DON’T even think of my feeling =[
Feel so STRESSFUL when sit beside her today
I really hate that KIND of feeling. HUH.

 

 

 

 

Heavy rain in this afternoon, just like my feeling.

On my way back home, I sleep in the bus and almost miss my house.
HOME SWEET HOME

My sister called me just now, asked me to online and find answer for question.
Her tone a bit loud and rushing for something in call, but it’s alright.
I’m glad to help her.
And I don’t dare to emo with her, coz I know she is busy for her homework.
Even I’m emo-ing this time, I believe she won’t bother me.
I’m just a little thing.

The EARTH keep on TURNING without stop a single second
The TIME keep on RUNNING without waiting for anymore…